really this is sudan - never better than other places but always the best for me
I dream and imagine life here and it works
work works it just needs time
this is where patience is a must
and its important to hold on to the queit moments before you lose them
or is it the peace before you never have it again
but I dont want to be lost here? am I lost here
a little bit but nothing that cant be handled
and I'm not the only one
I think that im really scared
this is a hard position to be in
not really knowing what to do
but im trying to help myself and trying to understand
I remember in other areas of my life were I wasunsure of myself
and unwilling to use my time correctly
it was queit , it was easy but because I quit
I passed only and it was so hard
I wont quit this time
no matter how easy that is
ill always take the hard option
ill always try feel the pain so I may one day have a different result
...from last time
the first time where I must take control
do work and not chat
do work and not freeze
do work and not think
do work and do faith
the first time to do work and not sleep
the first time to say to myself
its not the situation that puts me where I am and how i feel, its my intention and personality that puts me where I am and how i feel
I could be at home feeling down
and I could be here feeling successful and energetic
you choose ......
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