He used to smoke 5, 6 packets a day, one after another. I remember
the box,... he used to smoke heavily , dependently, addictively, ... he
used to smoke 100 cigarettes a day.. or more, just one
a f t e r
another
and then one day.. he just woke up and stopped
he threw out what he had and he just stopped smoking
an amazing procedure.
he didnt use anything
never asked people how it could be done
never worried about the hardness of it
never thought about today or tommorow and yesterday
it just happened
and the best part of it
is
he never smoked a cigarette again
in view of his tough and demanding personality, i find this a corrugated truth,
no one knows why he did it
just the probable... worried for his health, or worried about death
no one knows how he did it
was it painful?
was it unbarable?
or was it just the easiest thing?
I write about it now
because
because
I ask myself.. isnt it obvious that what goes around comes around? how one steel decision saved him on a crisp jordanian morning...
I think IM seeing a true chapter of you reap what you sow
....
I try and define myself
what have I reaped to sow later?
and where is my concrete and steel decision?
instead of forever looking at the bad sides of a personality isnt it about time you thought about the good ? isnt it about time you stopped making yourself feel better by other peoples faults and instead make yourself feel bad , looking at the good theyve done? to themselves or to others..
dont you feel ashamed . cant you see how inferior you are> ? right now?
to be continued
a f t e r
another
and then one day.. he just woke up and stopped
he threw out what he had and he just stopped smoking
an amazing procedure.
he didnt use anything
never asked people how it could be done
never worried about the hardness of it
never thought about today or tommorow and yesterday
it just happened
and the best part of it
is
he never smoked a cigarette again
in view of his tough and demanding personality, i find this a corrugated truth,
no one knows why he did it
just the probable... worried for his health, or worried about death
no one knows how he did it
was it painful?
was it unbarable?
or was it just the easiest thing?
I write about it now
because
because
I ask myself.. isnt it obvious that what goes around comes around? how one steel decision saved him on a crisp jordanian morning...
I think IM seeing a true chapter of you reap what you sow
....
I try and define myself
what have I reaped to sow later?
and where is my concrete and steel decision?
instead of forever looking at the bad sides of a personality isnt it about time you thought about the good ? isnt it about time you stopped making yourself feel better by other peoples faults and instead make yourself feel bad , looking at the good theyve done? to themselves or to others..
dont you feel ashamed . cant you see how inferior you are> ? right now?
to be continued
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