I want to be put in a faithful situation and actually be faithful
worthwhile for this amazing career , of carrinng Islam in my heart
and the pain of regret is humiliating and agonising
of letting that go, the test of time
_________
I only want to ache for you
smile at you
let you enter my world and open my dreams
for they are yours and yours alone to open
and I only want to wait
and I only want to watch you watching me
and hear us wishing upon stars of tommorrow together
and I only want to make first time everythings with you
_____________
something burns inside me
hurts me and can break me
but right now i have enough supplies to win this war
i must ask for more
and wait till I get it
i must use my resources wisely
and I must pray for better
love for myself before anybody else
tell me
which route do you want to take?
which ramadan do you choose?
the one that won
or the one that was all wrong
__________________
I choose life , true love and happy visions
i choose success and smiling and cinemas
I choose cinnamon buns and carrot cake
I choose walking and dancing
and mango radio
I choose jokes on TV and an old film ive watched a lot
I choose to leave darkness behind
I choose to control my senses
I choose to control myself
I choose to live for goodness and innocence and purity and healthy drama and satin love with white rose stare and glance at you
somewhere between a khartoum faiytale a future awaits for me and I plan to arrive
i can almost scent it and hear it but I cannot see it all for its in another realm
that only God can bring to me
I choose my future
Signed
...
wont' lose now
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