Signed...I refuse

I refuse to fall
I refuse to call on the wrong thing
I refure to lose my determination
I refuse to get myself in a common mess
for common people
for common lay stupid people
I refuse to shadow in black
I refuse to fall
I'd rather die
I'd rather starve
I'd rather have any dismercy fall
but not this fall
never
I refuse to go soft
I refuse to lose this battle
this is a battle i refuse to get killed in
to die in
no I'd put my life for everything
but I refuse to put my life for something wrong like this
particularly this
I refuse to forget ramadan so early
I refuse to forget ramadan at all
I refuse to let God see me like this
I refuse to put my dreams up for sale
i refure to bow out of the game with broken arms and legs
I refuse to be the last
I refuse
it all
i will type till i erase the part in me that cannot understand
It will not have control
I refuse to listen to the wrong hting
to see the wrong thing
to hear the wrong thing
to feel the wrong thing
its simple this year
I refuse to be the old me

signed
I refuse