5 goals

Ya  Rab im sorry for buying sunglasses and other things
no matter waht i wont forget you
you are the reason im happy and living
you are the reason im strong and healthy
ya RAb please dont take my health away
please help me and save me
and change me and change my settings
and change all my accounts
of love , of life, of career, of meaning
nothing is breaking my heart than knowing i lack meaning
ya Rab I ask you to make me the one
for someone
this is my true and only dream
 i want to be that woman for him
i dont want it to be hard or meaningless
Ya rab this is the most important things to me
apart fro myou
i want to give it my all
im ready to do that 
please help me
please let my ramadan prayers work
please forgive me
please help me tomoro and tuesday
please dont let me feel ashamed
please let me be proud for I am hurt that i couldnt make my parents proud
please let me make them proud
please let me find all the reasons im alive
like being a muslim is one
or being someone with kindness
if i learnt anything from C
its to be a good heart
i really dont have that
and if im wrong in my judgement fine
but i dont have a good heart

there are aims i want to do
5


one - to find my good heart

two - to empower my health
three - to find my love
four -  to be happy
five - to remain as faithful as ramadan