Saturday, November 19, 2011

Echoes in my mind_ (scattered past)

Broken petals in my hand

Their beauty wilted under my command

Torn between Life and death

It was a beautiful one, once filled with health

Shining natural wealth

Blending into horizons of its soul

Joining the fantasies of the wind and the call

Taking out its colour to show the world

Suddenly its energy flickered and curled

Smiles drained so easily as it saw all the tragedy

Veins ran out of flower flesh rising to

emptying kindly the serenity of its bloom

reducing into a sudden zoom of bleeding memories and a metaphor

Of things I used to be


Like a sun in the night

Health after death

Dreaming of a reality

Softness in the storm

Compilations I do not understand

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What it is...

I see Life like a rose in the ice... beautiful but with cold settings - There are so many incredible things out there - but we always need to fight and perservere against the hardships too... otherwise the cold will win ... and we will wither away.

My imagination has led me to believe in something called 'Sudan Fairytale' -
The fantasy that My country will one day be independant and proud, never selfsish to provide its people with its needs, give freedom and success to all, be forever committed to achieve a prosperous inhabitance to every Sudanese in their own country-

My eyes fail me and I see the truth which I call - 'Khartoum Heartbreak' - This is a theme running through the blog under the 'Khartoum Heartbreak' Poems and whatever else about Sudan conveying broken down love, poor streets and cut off electricity along with a lot of other decays and problems in Khartoum city Life.

But I love my country and so I have no choice but to merge the Pain and the Love as one.

Faith is my heart and I could never do without it hoping in my prayers that I can be someone better always and that God forgives me as I fall in Mistakes through that frozen path of Life...

Sometimes I feel under control with all the too many emotions that run to colour my days and nights - Books, movies, music, dreams, friends, family, strangers, travel, - reality - the 10 O' Clock news -Most of the time I'm very Lost in trying to understand - whatever happens becomes tangled into writing this confusing memoir -

It's a really odd combination of air - not sure whether it is refreshing or suffocating - stabilising or maddening - But I breathe and
so it is
'Memoirs of a Sudanese breath' as I am 'Lost but under control' -