Today I feel the game is over
yesterday I gave my love to faith
and this morning its all over
Today I gave my heart away
it didnt wat to stay anyway
it hates me and all ive done
im not blaming it
I would have done the same and been gone
Now I feel like a sac of lies
lying flat dead between the junction of cries
now I feel like i have really lost it all
I cannot call for help
even though I need to yelp and yelp
I feel tormented I feel big
big with worry big with defeat
I feel ugly , in the monster seat
The game is changing fast and furious
I cannot chase I cannot be curious
to find the answer to find the speed
that makes me win
without making me bleed
if i race i topple and break and smash
if i slow im forgotten im wasted i crash
if i normalise my gears want to change
my tyres :
front
heart and mind
back
soul and body
start to tire
lose function
lose inspire
Today I feel like the battered sexy car
dying in the broken city of a forgotten star
its shine mystery gloss all burnt down
its love speed magic never again sound
just crumpled on the sidestreet
nobody can see
that one day it was flying , so effortlessly
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