Today......I feel like my life has disintegrated into nothing
I feel like I have become nothing
I feel like I lost every piece of good in me left
I feel dumb
Today.....i know that I am a person with no strength
just weakness
no perserverence just stop
no patience
just rush
no sense
just tense emotions
flaccid muscles
overall a pathetic existence
Today...I am small
I am an extra large small
I am a deep worry of distrust
I am a broken record
I turn and turn and turn around in circles
living my life in dreams
living my life i wrong dreams
other peoples dreams
like a virus clingin onto other peoples sucess and hoping it could oneday be my own
Today I am the world I hated
I am the planet of remorse
I am the galaxy of silence
Today I do not want to say anything
do anything
be anything
I just want ot take time back
i want to get a new mind
I want to exchange this faulty soul I havae
I want to replace my thoughts
get new models of them that work better faster last longer
Today I do not want to be anywhere
everywhere is wrong
Today I have reached the end of my disintegration
the end of Hope
the end of me...... anything that was left of me .....anything possible
anything
is gone
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