14 hours and 12 minutes

what could i have done in that time
I could have slept or watched TV
I could have watched nearly 7 movies
or 14 music albums and then some
I could have wrote a story ,a book maybe!

I could have learned a surah or two in the quran
matter of fact i could have learned a lot of surahs
i could have studied my college studies
and i could have done excercise
I could have lost weight

I could have baked a cake or biscuits though
and i could have painted a beautiful picture
or tried
i could have started to learn sign language
or I could have started and finished the ECDL course

I could have croched a scarf
or I could have done 14 million tasbeehs
Ioculd have wrote a song and madethe tune by guitar and that song would be lovely

I could have walked out and gone shopping
or I could have just stayed home and been happy
I could have prayed 14 hours of praying and asking GOd for what i want
I mean statistically 14 more hours of asking God something is a higher chance of getting it

I just want to know
in those 14 hours and 12 minutes
WHAT have i gained
later when my account adds up in judgement
what will it offer me in points?
in love?
in goodness?
if it was one hour a week okay i wouldnt fail
but 14 hours and 12 minutes
thats a days minus 10 hours

thats a day

So I'm living 6 days a week really instead of 7
I've erased a day that god gave me and i have given it to a company
i've taken nearly 24 hours of my life and even though they say its free
ive paid that price
of 14 hours
or 840 minutes

840 minutes
and 12
thats 852 minutes
ive given away

for what?
just tell me for what?

if i gave 52 minutes and kept the 800 myself wouldnt that be beautiful

but even now i thnk to myself
these minutes are precious hope
there will come a day where i will have no minutes no hours
and i will have all this wasted time on a pile next to me
useless to me
useless

literally useless