You I miss

All I feel like doing is writing – writing about you – writing about you -

But so many traits of feelings race to become proven; I can’t stop the blockage of my internal confusion. My eyesight blurs close to blinding my vision of fate and dreams, my hearing fails near to echoes of a distant scream.

I just feel like knowing - An interconnection of terminal hearts always together, understanding each other, forever -

A drama back on you – you pose in a memory of a bleeding scenario full of a soul disaster. I listen to your breaking heartbeat from far away hidden emotions. My eyes see your truth from behind a billboard of fake advertisement to your mind – you’ve bought the deal of an unforgiving future the change of a nightmare reality now beginning as prosperity. I beg to shatter the fake mirror you see yourself through but I can't find a fault to show you – I can't discover the invisible mistakes in your thoughts – I can't point at the areas where I’ve fallen in love with you – so you do what u got to do – in a world where you are a soldier true -

My eyes deceive me, betray me and leave me
To take the blame off my heart, that I let this all start

I remember when I was so weak for u but hid behind moon blue/ African romantic hue – a color shade prominent with a disguised tropical affection – baby I wanted to tell you – that you were a dark remedy I was addicted to – but you healed only my ability –to give you – a completely different melody – of what I wanted to truly sing -

When I was so deep for u, I bought silence in my heart and used it brand new
When I cried for u, each tear heavy with sadness – I wiped my tears into darkness

You shift my heart to a level of so much trust that I want to live out my fantasy with this unique crazy relationship of you by side- you melt all my fears away – even though you are the seed of their reason, but I could drown in this pool of love – only you can fulfill my needs – take me away from this agony – and become symbolic of just one of a kind in this world -Just one of us so strong – in romance for too long – I don’t want to be wrong cuz I like it – even though its seems wrong I can't fight it - Take me away to another place – save me – save me –save me –

You don’t know what you done to me – I love it when I hear your name- And how I feel will remain the same- I never thought I needed u desperately - I’m addicted irrationally - It’s kinda sick how I’m stuck on u- But I don’t care cuz I’m needing you

You keep me sane and I can’t complain
You’re the Love flowing thro my veins
Keeping me alive and feeding my brain
Thinking about the way you kiss
It’s always you I miss