Saturday, August 25, 2012

remember the origin and the future will fall in place - A clean apple tree

Remember the origin 
just dont forget
otherwise you will exhaust
and regret, a simple bittersweet t aste poisining it all


Remember the origin just
dont underestimate
your weakness and his strength
thats the witch's trade for a bite of your dreams 

remember the origin and you will relax
go back to quran so you do not crash

remember the origin
strong holding love
and you will continue always and simple
with the one above

Rememebr the origin 
and everything will have meaning
and reasoning you dont have to anull 
your thoughts or your mind
it all fall into place 
you find

remember the origin 
a young apple tree
healthy and 
free
with light green
reflections - a test for mankind
but we are able to eat it
without it melting our coverings 
and showing our mistakes

Remember our origin 
imagine if it did so 
show the whole world the truth about our real flow
after a bite of an apple 
the person we love
hears about our unfavourable history
or our children
see our miserys of the past

remember the origin 
and escape into the future
it is clean 
and merciful
and certainly should be cleaner

remember the origin
there are  second chances
but not like this one 
the firt time attached to the centre of the earth
the strenghth of your rope with God right now

so Hold on : and  think of the first time you really fell in love
or the first time you kissed someone you really wanted
or the first time somebody you were madlly in love with asked you to marry them 
the first time you were a wife
or the first time you had  a daughter and became a mother
do you not want to be ? upgraded to a whole new level?
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What it is...

I see Life like a rose in the ice... beautiful but with cold settings - There are so many incredible things out there - but we always need to fight and perservere against the hardships too... otherwise the cold will win ... and we will wither away.

My imagination has led me to believe in something called 'Sudan Fairytale' -
The fantasy that My country will one day be independant and proud, never selfsish to provide its people with its needs, give freedom and success to all, be forever committed to achieve a prosperous inhabitance to every Sudanese in their own country-

My eyes fail me and I see the truth which I call - 'Khartoum Heartbreak' - This is a theme running through the blog under the 'Khartoum Heartbreak' Poems and whatever else about Sudan conveying broken down love, poor streets and cut off electricity along with a lot of other decays and problems in Khartoum city Life.

But I love my country and so I have no choice but to merge the Pain and the Love as one.

Faith is my heart and I could never do without it hoping in my prayers that I can be someone better always and that God forgives me as I fall in Mistakes through that frozen path of Life...

Sometimes I feel under control with all the too many emotions that run to colour my days and nights - Books, movies, music, dreams, friends, family, strangers, travel, - reality - the 10 O' Clock news -Most of the time I'm very Lost in trying to understand - whatever happens becomes tangled into writing this confusing memoir -

It's a really odd combination of air - not sure whether it is refreshing or suffocating - stabilising or maddening - But I breathe and
so it is
'Memoirs of a Sudanese breath' as I am 'Lost but under control' -