Day 16

the rays have not hit my eyes
the sun has not warmed my heart
the early dew has not cleaned me
the birds have not chirped me into a new day

I am always lagging behind
when i whould be sprinting in front

I am always in a virus dreams
when i should be in a heathly dream of bravery

I dream bravery
but its false
I dream goodness
but its a mirror reflection of a hidden moment

the ayas are clear
the more you read
in depth
the more its just simple
and clear

too clear

here I am
halfway
and 1
scary how time flies
through galaxies


I wonder are there other world s
probably
are they better than us
stronger
wiser
healthier
happier
becasue they understood islam the otherway

di i understand islam this way?
that its the faith of the future
the truth
and honesty
that its the faith of educaation
science
and women and men equal
that its the faith of cleanliness
far far from madness
and destruction
and poverty
that its smart
wise and  strong

do i live it that way?
just me if i just took me
do I live any of it that way?