I ask for time , I ask for healthm mind and body and i ask in wealth of memory, Ya Rab i ask to chabge deep through every lining and cell of my body and I ask to improve my images and the images i collect - of life and time - i ask to be quick in answering to you and to other examinations - I ask to be light yet grand - have nice shoes an skin with a fragranced heart . Ya Rab I ask for good eyesight so that i can see past the traps the devil has set up for me and I ask for better judgement. Ya Rab I ask you accept me and take myworries before they choke me and make me a wiser woman this time
I stare at the rippling waters and imagine the sounds - at the tips of the earth the man forgets nature and turns to the creator of nature - amidst the flowery sunset and the used sand - the waiting boat and the rising night he does not care about anything else but making his beautiful faith - of the upmost irresistable beauty - to give to GOd as a present - I ask myself what have i turned my back to that just looks so beautiful that i felt i could not r esist and turned to God and my faith instead >?
I've had a bad day, a hard day, a long day , I feel utterly weak and i just want to scream , but then i see this mans sanity grace collect in the deepenss of his heart somewhere where im sure does not fit him but he has found himself in - and yet he is more at home in this strange land than anybody else - i think to myself if he can unite himself and humble himself in this foreign situation - so can I
I am close to giving up and then I see this - men praying in guantanamo bay - to GOd the only one with complete freedom - none of us have freedom without him and I escape into their pains and forget my own
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