THe morning after .... I want to smile I want to study my life and my heart away from sin
the morning after I want to stop dreaming of an afterloss when the future has the win
the morning after I want to wake and watch vitamins and good morning and watch my soul break free
the morning after i want to remmebr all the good things ive done and all the bad things i promised myself id stop, think about it if you wernt accepted then you would go back to the past, for the door to the future woulf be closed, but that cannot be becasue i tried and i realyl want this - the good life. so the morning after i will not slip and i will not fail, i will not fall and i will not call anyone but god to help me for his number wil always be reached, for i need his help, i need his love and i need to be dedicated to loving him back, for the morning after i miss the goodness he gives me, its there i just cannot see it becasue the devil has gotten back to work,and they ask for each others help and they have built a wall, or a powerful curtain in front of me, t hat reflects all the dreams i want and all the love i have asked for, so automatically i look at it , i want it, but its not their dream, its mine, and its not them that can give it to me, its my one and only god, the morning after the sun shines , the blessings are back but my mind, my mind is still.... groggy, shaken, like its gotten in an accident and still not fully healed, but it takes times to recover, its a fight for your life and not a fight to give it up, you want to get out of hospital and you want to live yor beautiful life of simple things like, walking in streets, buying milk, and watching boring TV,
or walking amongst beautiful flowers that probably pray to god to look bright with their love for him and smell young so that others will know how much they care
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