Need, ...is the wrong answer

Need

is a powerful word

I'm beginning to want it

for in a way

it heals and glitters  a breaking heart with soothing relief from that one person that makes you feel right

IMAGINE THIS :

 

he would cross nights a thousand because he needs you, becasue he is asking himself - why cannot i stop thinking about her , and without realisation he cycles drives or walks to you without you even knowing

without you even having to try and when you see him you can see his body yearning for you and you can feel his heart healing for  you arehis remedy and you can see it in his eyes that he wants your ehlp your advice or just your comfort and he will take anything you give him for he needs you - it may be more powerful than love - or is in sync - or is it harmonised and encoded in secret that you cannot love someone deeply without needing them even more deeply - you must need them you must have it - all they can give you - need is a beautiful word , the sister of beautiful despair and thebrother of troublesome admiration - I need you - and here I am - all for you to accept me - and my weakkness that needs your attention - even if i haveotehrs , it is you i am dying for , it is you I am without thought bleeding for , it is your warmth and presence I need - for just looking at you makes it alright and just knowing you know what i know makes me feel safe and just seeing my story through your eyes makes me understand and just being with you - my problems dissolve like fallen sand - and I am no longer rough or broken - I need you so much - maybe more than the air i breathe without the cliche for without you I am choking -

END

Need is a powerful word

one to consume one to metamorph into my desires like a wicked drug - one to reason with my dreams and attach like a virus to the attention it demands

one that i yearn for and pray for  but may make a mistake for

which i do not want to do

one i want to be simple for innocent for right for perfect ofr never traumatised for never injured 

just to have

need is the correct word

but it is the wrong answer

looming, hovering like a magnet over my heart =- the beats get wider, larger faster deeper - i am sucked into a dream - i am 

sucked in to the lights, the dress, my hair, the perfume i may wear, his eyes, the front door, the sound of his car engine, the impatience of my young heart, the pain i have right now , the one i am trying to control 

like a tsunami of need

but this is NOT the right answer to the question

this is a trick question

the answer is 

patience