Tuesday, July 31, 2012

education is the key

Falling to be one of the old
to be one of the new
to learn new things
and to become a new woman
falling to love power and grace
together
omar ibn alkhattab
is my heart and soul
a man of truth and honesty
bravery and kindness
love and faith
i would have felt safe in this world if a man like that was in our world
in our whole world
it would have been right
it would have been just
it would have been worth living for a dream like that
to have men for islam
good islam
the right islam

I wish upon men like omar ibn alkhattab now
not the ones with sexy bodies or expensive cars
i wish upon the men like omar ibn alkhattab now
not the ones who flirt nice and who know a some cool slang

I wish upon men like omar ibn alkhattab
a real man
a true man
an amazing an successful man

i wish upon education
and happinness or Muslims like he did 

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What it is...

I see Life like a rose in the ice... beautiful but with cold settings - There are so many incredible things out there - but we always need to fight and perservere against the hardships too... otherwise the cold will win ... and we will wither away.

My imagination has led me to believe in something called 'Sudan Fairytale' -
The fantasy that My country will one day be independant and proud, never selfsish to provide its people with its needs, give freedom and success to all, be forever committed to achieve a prosperous inhabitance to every Sudanese in their own country-

My eyes fail me and I see the truth which I call - 'Khartoum Heartbreak' - This is a theme running through the blog under the 'Khartoum Heartbreak' Poems and whatever else about Sudan conveying broken down love, poor streets and cut off electricity along with a lot of other decays and problems in Khartoum city Life.

But I love my country and so I have no choice but to merge the Pain and the Love as one.

Faith is my heart and I could never do without it hoping in my prayers that I can be someone better always and that God forgives me as I fall in Mistakes through that frozen path of Life...

Sometimes I feel under control with all the too many emotions that run to colour my days and nights - Books, movies, music, dreams, friends, family, strangers, travel, - reality - the 10 O' Clock news -Most of the time I'm very Lost in trying to understand - whatever happens becomes tangled into writing this confusing memoir -

It's a really odd combination of air - not sure whether it is refreshing or suffocating - stabilising or maddening - But I breathe and
so it is
'Memoirs of a Sudanese breath' as I am 'Lost but under control' -