Day 2

I think why someone would put anything above God ? it makes me angry mad sad and then afraid

it makes me angry that i think of other peoples failures andnot my own
ir makes me mad that i may have put a sin or a pleasure or something above God one day
It makes me sad that i could have been weak like that one day
it makes me afraid that i could forget something so important like my faith my beautiful fath



I wat to become a woman and no longer a girl
i want to be beautiful for what i do and feel and say and become
i want to leave my troubles and pains behind
i want to be amazing
strong
and kind
i dont want to be hopeless no mre
i want to be filled with hope
filled with trust
filled with time for God and faith and honesty
and bravery
just a little bit of the past the right moments in time
that have left us
i want to bring some ofhtem back

i want to be unique
quality
special
Day 2 i dont want to settle ever
i dont want to settle for anything
no
i dont want to feel down or useles or second

some people are born to be the first
theycannot survivie if they are not the best
i want to be one of them
and i dont mean that in anyway arrogant or selfish
i mean in it everyway of Ramadans mercy icould possibly mean