Day 1

Day 1 - a peace surrounds me and encapsualtes me with love
I feel protected from myself
 my sins my pains my dramas
suddenly its like someone put hte mute button on
or the pause on a movie
wait
wait
watch yourself
who are you
what is it that you want
need
desire
who is it that you want to be
what kind of woman
suddenly air becomes still and every movement means something else
the normal becomes special the
lost become found
the alone become together
the hungry learn to feed their souls
for i think to myself
is this how hungry my soul is?
for i have not watered it with enough prayers
or fed it with enough of gods words
if i could feel my souls hunger like my stomachs hunger
i would surely crave to feed and water it
with what it needs

today  everythign is beautiful from the simple to the compicated
everywhere i found peace today
from the morning to the end
strength will come
faith will grow
its like giving an antidote for an infection
or finding a cure for a disease
my ears listen
my eyes can see
my hands can feel
my body can heal