Friday, November 13, 2009

I never usually 28


This is a beautiful place


Loving life is exactly like this


I am learning it now


How did I ever live without you?




........This place makes you think about things


It's like looking at the whole world from a small but wonderful spot


Every problem seems meaningless here, doesn't it?


Is that why you have brought me here?

........No, it's because I love it so much

When I stay here a little bit longer , I feel weird,

I think about people who were treated unjustly


When was the last time you came here


....The day before we made up... I realised I treated you unjustly here then


Then what brought us together is also this antique place in a way


Maybe!


Shall we have our wedding here?


Really?


Why not? I'm waiting for that day, impatiently


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we are reunited

You are mine and I am yours

Yes..till eternity

My dear

Whatever happens I will always be by your side

I have waited so long to hear all these

You will trust me all the time... won't you?

All the time!

Promise?

...........She smiles

Promise...you?

Are you even asking!


She keeps smiling - showing him her joy, her relief, her love for him

he is overwhelmed by the strength of his desire, but the calmness she brings to his heart

he leans in gently as she raises her lips to meet his,

it's a moment when everything is still, but the closeness grows closer,


his feelings growing a million times stronger


Shall we go to our home tomorrow?

lets have a dream?


...Tamam


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I love you more than anything




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What it is...

I see Life like a rose in the ice... beautiful but with cold settings - There are so many incredible things out there - but we always need to fight and perservere against the hardships too... otherwise the cold will win ... and we will wither away.

My imagination has led me to believe in something called 'Sudan Fairytale' -
The fantasy that My country will one day be independant and proud, never selfsish to provide its people with its needs, give freedom and success to all, be forever committed to achieve a prosperous inhabitance to every Sudanese in their own country-

My eyes fail me and I see the truth which I call - 'Khartoum Heartbreak' - This is a theme running through the blog under the 'Khartoum Heartbreak' Poems and whatever else about Sudan conveying broken down love, poor streets and cut off electricity along with a lot of other decays and problems in Khartoum city Life.

But I love my country and so I have no choice but to merge the Pain and the Love as one.

Faith is my heart and I could never do without it hoping in my prayers that I can be someone better always and that God forgives me as I fall in Mistakes through that frozen path of Life...

Sometimes I feel under control with all the too many emotions that run to colour my days and nights - Books, movies, music, dreams, friends, family, strangers, travel, - reality - the 10 O' Clock news -Most of the time I'm very Lost in trying to understand - whatever happens becomes tangled into writing this confusing memoir -

It's a really odd combination of air - not sure whether it is refreshing or suffocating - stabilising or maddening - But I breathe and
so it is
'Memoirs of a Sudanese breath' as I am 'Lost but under control' -