Try for the last time 1

I think its time I held my soul

in my hand and changed it ideas 

I think its time I create my own shape

I think its time my mind stopped playing

I think its time I woke up to all that glow

and fascination for beauty i have undiscovered

underlying inside me like an unerupted volcano

I think its time i asked for help

but at the same time

this is my journey

the one ive lost

and the one ive denied

myself pleasure to take

anad so I must be the leader of my footsteps

I think its time I broke all the rules

and became a part of something greater

and smiled truly because I want to....

not because I have to

I think its time I walked

faster to the place I want to go

 i think its time I jumped higher

to reach stronger altitudes of satisfaction

I think its time I just stopped

tricking myself

that I am happy.....

for I dont feel like the pink reggae i should be

or the red velvet i want

or the passionate white silk i dreaM

or the turquiose pearls I see

and I want to be......

for the brown chocolate man

I love soo much

like really good music

I ........

to be continued