KRF_ the letters of starting again

this time is for remembering all the good parts of me
like being kind
no one taught me that
I grew up to find myself
kind
unable to hate people easily
unable to see their hearts sad and not be sad with them
able to pray for others and not just myself and want to deep down be like the kind

I want to remember the woman inside me that
loves being romantic
fighting for each cell of romantic bliss when  others told her
WHAT ARE YOU THINKING?? THIS STUFF IS SO SILLLLY
I love it all
the everything in everything
the candles
the roses
the kisses
the words
the touch
the everything in everything
about romance
silly or sexy
desire or need
passionate or lustful
tragedy or fairytale
I love love and all of its intricate details
that make up my delicate personality

I want to remember the woman within me
that fears allah, that wants to be with allah
the one who was faithful
that knows without him she is nothing
the one who had the strongest faith
the faith of all faiths
amongst the rain , amongst the unfaithful
riding red buses and feeling life was difficult and
senseless
I was strong
I prayed
I wanted to be clean
and healthy always
faith is one of the most important parts of me and always will be

Kind Romantic Faithful

let me find those three things inside me from today until forever