M & A 9...My all

If I wrote that you are my all

then i mean i am empty without you

like a big space never ending

like a big field never finishing

then I mean you are the one that has filled my heart

you are the one that has taken my nightmares away and given me love to forever stay

by saying my all I mean that  you mean everything to me ,

hating when you  are far from me

hating when you cant talk to me

when you cant reach me

and i cannot reach you

i am heartbroken because i couldnt talk to you today a lot

its like I want you but cant have you

i am lost without you and that makes me miserable

and i know that that is so unreasonable

but i am untouchable

only by you

and so my all are 5 letters that are heavy on my mind

that are difficult to find ... peace with

for i am in love with you

and i cannot breathe without you

or smile without you

even though i have to

by saying my all i mean

that you have changed my life

I  cant wait to be your wife

and im jealous

from anyone who has that dream

and from anyone that abuses it

all these stories drastically revolve around my head

and i cannot breathe

or sleep

right

because i fight

reality

and time

not loving you is like a distant memory

a disastrous tragedy

you are the man i have let enter my heart

my day cannot start without you

my night cannot end if I dont hear y ou

at least.....