and far away from the woman who should be so close
I'm desperate for a lief change , maybe this new adventure
will be a new response to the tiredness inside me
for I will live like a... a challenge
hidden in the countryside and working hard
spiritually, bodily, academically and beauty
but none of it will work if I am not ready
right now I feel like just another old day
...although these are special days
I am forcing them to become nothing
spending hours like dead flowers
just throwing them away
I made a friend today unlike the other
this woman is amazing
kind at heart
and spiritual
i admire her hard work and dedication to islam
and I also admire her strength and power to keep at it
although others let go a long time ago
.... she thought she would just die
its a term for saying she was really tired
but she still went unlike me I
just ...slept
and felt ...useless
anyway its too late saying anything now
im at the end
and im at the finish line
i will win inshallah no matter what but i will also
only make it harder for myself...one day
other days
however
this is the time to prove good things
i will go and be hidden and i will make this time like....
a quest to succeed
for its just me
no oone else can make me
do something i dont want to
and i dont want to be like who I am now
so why am I then like the way I am now?
1 comment:
am not agree with you that too many high hopes leads to too many disappointment .. am following the words :-
من يهاب صعود الجبال ... يعيش دائماً بين الحفر
your secret admire!!
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