New day , new way
I must push myself to not go astray
needing to live life
but also remember death
for time is explicit and I cannot afford its wealth
of trust and truth and love and patience
I must become the hope filled with extravagance
and affordability,
blended with mango of joy
orange to the core
red to the heart
blue to the soul
crystal clear
of others want to lie
i will never falter
if others want to cry
i will never shy
away from my love of god first
then my soldier
then my family
then my friends
then myself
for loving oneself is a recipe for disaster
and i do not want to be a disaster
if i learned anyhting this holiday its
that time is really like a sword
for it waso nly a few days
my cousin was young and bold
and ...single
and its only a few days that life took
her to another plan
no one would have imagined it
and no one would have guessed it
walking along alexandria pavements
and listening to ...romantic songs
holding hands
and ....changing
with a man that is really a stranger
even now
time tears people apart
and changes peoples trust
and brings new roads we have to travel on
by meaning or by chance
if i learnt anything
its time is dangerous and
serious
and is not a joke to be taken lightly
for everyday we pay time
to live
and everysecond
we should thank that we have time
to forgive
ourselves
and others
I love sudan
but i get lost in its drama
something that makes me scraped
bleeding with recurrent talk
and loss of identity
i have lost myself
within trying to find myself
i dont know who I am
....and yet
I know i am a strong woman
one that will never give up
to reach her dreams
and one that will never
let down her faith
even if i have sinned
ya rab samihni
and even if i have forgotten
ya rab i will remember
again....
I must get hungry for the search
i must get focused
for only then
can others truly want me
and need me
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