like how inaccurate ive become
like where im gona stay on the 6th
that ive become conceited and not confident
that im a drama queen and do toddler tantrums
that im just a lost girl
for a woman doesnt do what I do
theres a lot on my mind
like where am I going
this is the last ramadan
that ill forever be alone
should i not do something about it
God is certainly
should i not become... true hope
living on the smallest and feeling the biggest dream
come true
like doing nothing but praying and dancing
and like not wasting time
and like working hard
and being ontime
and never missing one day
being that girl
and not this girl
theres a lot on my mind
like i should i take a handbag or a big suitcase
could i survive this or will i fail
what does faithful think of me?
I hope he loves me
even when im far
for i terribly miss him
this time worse than before
this time better than before
for i feel closer than far
and i feel younger than old
and i feel excited so so excited than
ever
but i also feel.// turmoil that
im changing
and becoming different to the woman i know
will i be ,,, just too ....strange for him?
i dont know ....
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