Marylin in Hope (1)

 =  Taking from the past a woman with incredible mystery

marylin monroe loved chanel no 5 - a perfume for true women

I can understand why 
there is something tragically desiring about it

I ask myself why she was so sad and how she couldnt see how beautiful she was 

then I ask myself the same questions

her pictures ask me to question my inner beauty and the depth of my smile and I want something more from myself

more than just normality

more than just being a woman 
more than just using lipstick or wearing something nice

I plan to write a series of life change using her pictures as inspiration and verification 

that a woman can only be beautiful if she feels it

only
nothing else can help

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I plan to be a new woman
one who has something to say even if there are no words
I want to be something unique one to be remembered always
even if I am the only one to remember
I plan to exist
for myself first and then to help others
and to help others and make them feel
something theyve never felt before
I plan to be desired
to be natural
yet.... intermittent with diamonds or gold
one set of earrings or a bottle of chanel no 5 is all I need
to survive
I plan to ... be wonderful
like a purity in dirt
and an innocence in guilt
and a faithful amongst the weak
i plan to be strong
and in love
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