not because i have to be
but becasue I want to be
I'm sad
not because i have a reason
but becasue I cant find a reason
I'm lonely
not becasue I am
but because I choose
I'm angry
not because somethings happened
but becasue nothings happened
I'm weak
not because im small
but because I see myself small
I'm sleepy
not becasue i havnt slept
but because Ive slept too much
I'mlocked
not becasue theres no key
but because i cant find the place for it
they key
I'm boring and bored
not because there's nothing to do
but because I can't find that cool part within me to clear
yesterday idreamt what it would be like to see a million years from now
maybe less maybe more
I got scared
not because I could feel
but because I could see everything in a very hard far away place
where no one could hear me or help me
and then through a portal
I asked myself the question
WHY?
why have i done this
I'm still wondering
not becasue I dont know the answer
but becasue I know the answer very well
and I still cant answer any part of anything
anything..........
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