Sunday, June 17, 2012

Door 1: Stability

The key is stability in your dreams not 1 or 2 or 300 days but forever this
is a never ending road
the most important hting is to remember
you deserve to be the best
you deserve to feel proud
not for anybody
but if u had to d it for soembody do it for the right one
not for anything
but if u had to do it for anything do it for the right thing
not for nothing will you give up
for giving up is the present of the devil
all hard work and beautiful dreams handed over to the devil

remember you've tried it all
you've heard it all
you've felt it all

on one side

now its time to turn tables
to turn land
to turn eyes

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Door 1: Stability
You must stay stable and everyday work on your dream
there are all different parts to this dream
dont latch onto one thing and then get tired
you must grasp all
you must have all the letters of stability

stability is to throw away the fears you have inside
the worries you feel deep down
the anger you alwayshold
and to start telling the stories that were never told

stability means to help yourself
and love yourself
and be yourself
and hold yourself high

you brought yourself down before
suddenly I  think
why did i do that or do this
but now i think i really dont know the answer
i just know the result
i felt low
and now
now
i think

stability means to hold yourself high
but to be high is to aim high
is to work at high standards 

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What it is...

I see Life like a rose in the ice... beautiful but with cold settings - There are so many incredible things out there - but we always need to fight and perservere against the hardships too... otherwise the cold will win ... and we will wither away.

My imagination has led me to believe in something called 'Sudan Fairytale' -
The fantasy that My country will one day be independant and proud, never selfsish to provide its people with its needs, give freedom and success to all, be forever committed to achieve a prosperous inhabitance to every Sudanese in their own country-

My eyes fail me and I see the truth which I call - 'Khartoum Heartbreak' - This is a theme running through the blog under the 'Khartoum Heartbreak' Poems and whatever else about Sudan conveying broken down love, poor streets and cut off electricity along with a lot of other decays and problems in Khartoum city Life.

But I love my country and so I have no choice but to merge the Pain and the Love as one.

Faith is my heart and I could never do without it hoping in my prayers that I can be someone better always and that God forgives me as I fall in Mistakes through that frozen path of Life...

Sometimes I feel under control with all the too many emotions that run to colour my days and nights - Books, movies, music, dreams, friends, family, strangers, travel, - reality - the 10 O' Clock news -Most of the time I'm very Lost in trying to understand - whatever happens becomes tangled into writing this confusing memoir -

It's a really odd combination of air - not sure whether it is refreshing or suffocating - stabilising or maddening - But I breathe and
so it is
'Memoirs of a Sudanese breath' as I am 'Lost but under control' -