Door 5:Balance

Door 5: Balance
I am so unbalanced doing one thing too much
and nothing of another

I think i know what is righ and what is wrong and I am afriad of doing wrong
and yet I am still unbalanaced
suddenly I am being pulled at rapid speed through a tunnel of a dream ive always wanted
I cannot stop
its like a train at high high speed
going somewhere
forthe firs time in my life my life has meaning
strengthand hope
for the first time I can see something happening and truth unshadowed
i feel wise
surreal
happy
just happy
and
im
patient
I am impatient
I am
realistic with a bit of un
I know it will take time but I am willing to unbalance my life so much and step into a superstars day to create my dream faster
thats not being unrealistic that is working overdrive

but
there is also faith
fasting
truth and honesty
that i have forgotten
the reason I am here
the prayers I have prayed
the real life
the one I also live

balance
there must be blance hope
or you will lose on something else and then
you will think....oh no
lets turn the other way
to fix it and before you know it
winning on this one thing
wont mean anything for you would have lost too many other important things

BALANCE