Sunday, July 11, 2010

just thinking 2

I'm gona find you
and when I do
all the lonely days will go
and life will flow
eternally true

too many years blind
So I search in you
my heart in you


I know I'm gona find you
and dreaming I do
will become real
and I will feel
your touch and
we will love each other so much

as easy as just walking though snow
I will be warm with your glow

maybe we've met in places
maybe our faces
faced already known
life has shown
nothing to be impossible

or are they future memories?

I belive in magic
not having you is tragic
but losing you is evanescent
meeting you is reminscent
of commitment

I know im gona breakthrough
I know I have a clue
l long for you
I think of you
I pray for you
and that is my cue

will you recognise the image in my eyes
Im waiting for you to wipe away all my cries
yes you can
that is my plan
for I lengthen my patience
and I wake up earlier to
have you

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What it is...

I see Life like a rose in the ice... beautiful but with cold settings - There are so many incredible things out there - but we always need to fight and perservere against the hardships too... otherwise the cold will win ... and we will wither away.

My imagination has led me to believe in something called 'Sudan Fairytale' -
The fantasy that My country will one day be independant and proud, never selfsish to provide its people with its needs, give freedom and success to all, be forever committed to achieve a prosperous inhabitance to every Sudanese in their own country-

My eyes fail me and I see the truth which I call - 'Khartoum Heartbreak' - This is a theme running through the blog under the 'Khartoum Heartbreak' Poems and whatever else about Sudan conveying broken down love, poor streets and cut off electricity along with a lot of other decays and problems in Khartoum city Life.

But I love my country and so I have no choice but to merge the Pain and the Love as one.

Faith is my heart and I could never do without it hoping in my prayers that I can be someone better always and that God forgives me as I fall in Mistakes through that frozen path of Life...

Sometimes I feel under control with all the too many emotions that run to colour my days and nights - Books, movies, music, dreams, friends, family, strangers, travel, - reality - the 10 O' Clock news -Most of the time I'm very Lost in trying to understand - whatever happens becomes tangled into writing this confusing memoir -

It's a really odd combination of air - not sure whether it is refreshing or suffocating - stabilising or maddening - But I breathe and
so it is
'Memoirs of a Sudanese breath' as I am 'Lost but under control' -