Im angry with myself I let him get to me I let him trVel here with me
.... u criminal i wont let u ruin my life in anyway or form I wont let u beat me even unintentionally You will not steal my mind my peace of mind And u certainly wont give me tears Here i am With my own efforts -
even though u took so much of it we still survive and better and
we help each other to survive and here i am Away from u and better than u cud ever imagine Not a lot of people can imagine being here And certainly i couldnt imagine But i got the job from the first try From the first telephone even tho i was late an hour And now im drinking cofee in cafe nero But ive done a mistKe I let u become a point a conversation with my dear love and hes right I dont want u in my life either I suddenly realised how strong a hold u still are How much strength ive given u How much pain and worry ive let u cause me And u dont matter a bit not a hair u dont matter like a grain of sand or dirt u are So I promise myself with this note I will never mention u again I will never think of u Nd if i do i will say hasb lilahh wa nim alwakeel And i will pray for my true family to have health and peace instead of
wasting my time with u Sent from my iPhone
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