Thursday, September 20, 2007

The summary of Life

How we live today is really like a lecture
We can choose to learn it or leave it for later
And of course not knowing is a consequence for failure
We need to know the points that have made us weaker
Why we need to talk and aim to do better
Highlight the mistakes and erase our inner traitors
Judge correctly the summary of now
Treat it as a study so we can be more experienced at why’s, when’s and how’s.

There is always an answer to any question
What it is though is for you to determine
And so many reasons can be of influence
So expand our horizons education to grasp this coverage
Let us not become just any illiterate average
There are so many areas under sabotage – love, history and health;
Our days are a suffocating panorama; opposing, misusing, abusing;Life is no longer an extravaganza
Let’s search and search for the hidden euphoria;
But all I find is extreme mania.

Away, gone, invisible to the heart
A soul needs freedom and from anger it should part
Repeating the words in this lecture keeps being made
To insist on the burn-out of this consistent tearing blade;
Deceit to ourselves really because in the end it is us we are disappointing
But I don’t think we know that because otherwise we would be sharing;
Our views, our opinions, our goals - in a non forcing way
Maybe we will even agree to what others say.

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What it is...

I see Life like a rose in the ice... beautiful but with cold settings - There are so many incredible things out there - but we always need to fight and perservere against the hardships too... otherwise the cold will win ... and we will wither away.

My imagination has led me to believe in something called 'Sudan Fairytale' -
The fantasy that My country will one day be independant and proud, never selfsish to provide its people with its needs, give freedom and success to all, be forever committed to achieve a prosperous inhabitance to every Sudanese in their own country-

My eyes fail me and I see the truth which I call - 'Khartoum Heartbreak' - This is a theme running through the blog under the 'Khartoum Heartbreak' Poems and whatever else about Sudan conveying broken down love, poor streets and cut off electricity along with a lot of other decays and problems in Khartoum city Life.

But I love my country and so I have no choice but to merge the Pain and the Love as one.

Faith is my heart and I could never do without it hoping in my prayers that I can be someone better always and that God forgives me as I fall in Mistakes through that frozen path of Life...

Sometimes I feel under control with all the too many emotions that run to colour my days and nights - Books, movies, music, dreams, friends, family, strangers, travel, - reality - the 10 O' Clock news -Most of the time I'm very Lost in trying to understand - whatever happens becomes tangled into writing this confusing memoir -

It's a really odd combination of air - not sure whether it is refreshing or suffocating - stabilising or maddening - But I breathe and
so it is
'Memoirs of a Sudanese breath' as I am 'Lost but under control' -