Ya Allah.... Give me

I know

That you will be with me

And that your love will

Protect me

And i am here always

Waiting 

And praying

Even if i forget

Ya Allah 

Let me have my own story

And not like anyone elses

Ya Allah

I needyou so much

And i savour anything u give me

Forgive me if i am weak 

Or i am impatient

Or i am scared

Or worse

That i am jealous

I am here 

Allah

I am here

Disobedient

Stubborn

Lazy

And maybe even arrogant

But i am here

I am definitely not good

But i am definitely not bad

Ya Allah

Please be with me

Please 

I want to feel it all

Please let it be this time

Ya Allah

Be with me

And accept me

And allow me

And change me

And forgive me

Ya Allah

Please read

Ya Allah 

Give me

For i am a greedy slave 

Ya Allah