I could rage
I could get so angry and say more than I want
I could get sooooo defensive it becomes personal not reasonable
not for you
I could get so weak - I lose control and comment unlit my heart - but what good would it do?
I would just start a bitter war
a war where I Would lose
and Iw ant to win
I want to win
Dear God
DO not let me fall from your grace
Do not let me lose sight of what I want to do and where I want to reach
DeaRGod do not leave me
for without you.... I am insane
and i don't like it I dont feel safe
in fact I am a danger
I can say anything for you
but it doesnt mean protection it means destruction
i can pretend I am right
but I know I am wrong
Please God let the time be right one day so I can prove you right
so I can love you right
so i can wherever I am whatever I do be there for you
I love you you're beautiful
royal metaphor used only for royals
you are the only royalty
you are the majestic
the king
the royal entity of my soul
I beg you to save me
and let me honor you
it is not that I am afraid
I know very clear how I feel about you
but i am afraid to lose
in trying to win
I want to ...reach a stage where it is so clear you my Dear God will always be right that there can be no chance
no chance
for going back
that there can be no chance for mistaking
that there can be no chance for knowing whos right and whos wrong
and even then I will be wrong if I Feel revenge If I feel perfect
for only you are perfect
please God
Do not let me lose temper anytime
for that is weakness and all I want to do is be strong
please God protect me
I am in your arms
I love you youre beautiful
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