Tuesday, May 3, 2011

fault urself before others

If you want to count the faults of anyone else, count your own faults instead.
you will find  there are plenty to use before using others
faulting other people is a fault on its own
for it means you are selfish
you are cruel and you are ignorant of yourself
if you count your own faults you will cry
you will forget others for you will worry about how you can ever repay for these bad deeds
how will you be forgiven for all these problems you have created
becasue for every thing wrong you have done
there is a negative effect
even if it is - that you have to pay for it yourself one day - standing in judgement day
think of it this way
you will only be held accounted for YOUR faults
nobody elses
so thinking about others laughing at htem feeling relief that you are not as bad as them questioning them wondering about them worriing about them is all a part of useless thinking - and a new fault to hold

faulting yourself will make you light headed - down to earth for you will realise your sins are vast massive and worth drastically changing

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What it is...

I see Life like a rose in the ice... beautiful but with cold settings - There are so many incredible things out there - but we always need to fight and perservere against the hardships too... otherwise the cold will win ... and we will wither away.

My imagination has led me to believe in something called 'Sudan Fairytale' -
The fantasy that My country will one day be independant and proud, never selfsish to provide its people with its needs, give freedom and success to all, be forever committed to achieve a prosperous inhabitance to every Sudanese in their own country-

My eyes fail me and I see the truth which I call - 'Khartoum Heartbreak' - This is a theme running through the blog under the 'Khartoum Heartbreak' Poems and whatever else about Sudan conveying broken down love, poor streets and cut off electricity along with a lot of other decays and problems in Khartoum city Life.

But I love my country and so I have no choice but to merge the Pain and the Love as one.

Faith is my heart and I could never do without it hoping in my prayers that I can be someone better always and that God forgives me as I fall in Mistakes through that frozen path of Life...

Sometimes I feel under control with all the too many emotions that run to colour my days and nights - Books, movies, music, dreams, friends, family, strangers, travel, - reality - the 10 O' Clock news -Most of the time I'm very Lost in trying to understand - whatever happens becomes tangled into writing this confusing memoir -

It's a really odd combination of air - not sure whether it is refreshing or suffocating - stabilising or maddening - But I breathe and
so it is
'Memoirs of a Sudanese breath' as I am 'Lost but under control' -