Wednesday, May 4, 2011

I love you , youre beautiful take 2

Thank you God, for I have sinned
but you have forgiven me
I have sinned and you have healed me
always I ask your solid love and your amazing kindness

Dear God
I have sinned and htinnned my faith
I have forgotten honour and true bravery
to be strong
to be courageous for you
not for anybody else
I have sinned and you have made me strong again
I will not beb eaten again

dear God
i have sinned and you hvaechanged me
not let consume me
the troubles of time and other people
I thank you forever and ever
and i love you more than any romance could ever hold

Dear God
I love you, youre beautiful
Dear  God I ask you leave me the smallest piece of innocence protected
the largest piece of forgiveness unedited
the highest rank of love untouched
the most unknown moment in time to be unlocked

Dear God I have sinned
and I have faulted my spirit
and I have scarrred me faith
and enemised patience

I ask you to forgive me
and I ask you to help me hange
and I ask  you to let me remain forever ....in love with you
Dear God
I love you youre beautiful
I love you youre kind and worth all worship and grace
I loveyou more than any chapter in any love stroy
and through all boundairs and hardships
 Iwill stay with you.....
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What it is...

I see Life like a rose in the ice... beautiful but with cold settings - There are so many incredible things out there - but we always need to fight and perservere against the hardships too... otherwise the cold will win ... and we will wither away.

My imagination has led me to believe in something called 'Sudan Fairytale' -
The fantasy that My country will one day be independant and proud, never selfsish to provide its people with its needs, give freedom and success to all, be forever committed to achieve a prosperous inhabitance to every Sudanese in their own country-

My eyes fail me and I see the truth which I call - 'Khartoum Heartbreak' - This is a theme running through the blog under the 'Khartoum Heartbreak' Poems and whatever else about Sudan conveying broken down love, poor streets and cut off electricity along with a lot of other decays and problems in Khartoum city Life.

But I love my country and so I have no choice but to merge the Pain and the Love as one.

Faith is my heart and I could never do without it hoping in my prayers that I can be someone better always and that God forgives me as I fall in Mistakes through that frozen path of Life...

Sometimes I feel under control with all the too many emotions that run to colour my days and nights - Books, movies, music, dreams, friends, family, strangers, travel, - reality - the 10 O' Clock news -Most of the time I'm very Lost in trying to understand - whatever happens becomes tangled into writing this confusing memoir -

It's a really odd combination of air - not sure whether it is refreshing or suffocating - stabilising or maddening - But I breathe and
so it is
'Memoirs of a Sudanese breath' as I am 'Lost but under control' -