Unsettling

Death is always unsettling 

Always moving

That time u lose someone near or far

Im sure

Ur heart skips a beat

U think 

Oh no 

That was the last time

And it simply hurts

U hurt for the loss

The empty space

U hurt for the sadnessthat they have to endure

The good and the bad memories 

The short and the long

U have to endure time and moments where u have to be alone

In important memories

U have to endure all the disorgznisAtion

The bad news

The tears

The everything

And then... 

Youhurt for being selfish

For all the times u were jealous

For all the time u were mean

Or all those times u were broke

U wish u tried

U wish u cared more

U wish u did things better

U wish u remembered the last time

Or the last fate

Or the last smile

Or even that last push

Theres always a last time for everything

And i just hope all my negatives are done