maybe because ive given a big part away to someone I trust
but also because i i havnt been myself because i havnt trusted my eyes
my soul my mind
I know I can be better
I dont know why am so cruel to myself
but I know im talented and strong
I know that God loves me
well I know that he used to love me
now im at the end of his bond
for ive broken all bonds with god
even though this year he has tightened them
strengtheed them
and proven to me
that any thing is possible
why am I not true to myself?
why am I not kind to my inside voice
and happy with my outer and inner life
I can do so much
and yet I feel like I cant do anything
but its time to re start
I really wanna re start
I really wanna trust myself
so much I know where im going
even if im blind
I really wanna be happy wiht my heart my voice my love
without any negatives any excises
I just wanna live without care for trouble
or care for minus time
I jsut wanna live
and be pure
and strong
and
healthy
silence
now i know whats wrong
I dont feel healthy
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