is this whats its like around my heart?
unable to be free I am
because I let wrong by my side
living with me day and nights
and the days and nights become a habit
unfree I am
because of my own choice
or like the woman said...
death of heart
isnt that what she said
and I am the first to live with
a dead heart
I ask waht the difference is between an educated beautiful woman
and an outcast lonely perverted man?
somewhere in the impossibility ...there is a tiny common
no perfection in the love of God
life is just...normal
whether right or wrong
iit goes on
without anyone caring so why should you care?
why should you care what GOd thinks of you?
why should you care how each special day goes?
life just goes on
and in the end...
it may be good it may be bad
you dont care so you be who you are
without giving energy
to the fact that no matter where you are
you can be .... amazing
if you make God your only descriptor
and your only judge
..........to be continued