I feel like he's never gona call me again
what if he never calls me again?
will I die?
or will I live my life forever a lie?
im so sick of other people calling me
im so tired of other people words
im tired of my own words
i just wana hear him
i want to be classic
and i dont want to be tragic
i see myself with sunglasses in mid afternoon khartoum going somewhere doing something
happy smiling like insanity
singing and feeling forever forever free
i want to say things
but i dont
but there i can
i want to do things
that i cant
but there i can
I want to break so many walls
that i can never be strong enough for
and when i try
i only break myself
and when i try
i feel bad and sad
and fearful that he may never call me again
because a part of me fears its wrong
what if he never calls me again?
did you not think of that hope?
what if he says this girl is....
wrong
not like the song i thought she was
or like the hope i thought she was
or like the goodness i knew she would be
im so sick of people talking aboout me
looking at me
thinking about me
except him
what if he never calls me agian?
will i close my heart
will i fall to pieces
will i be broken like beautiful glass
what if i never hear his voice
what if he decides i am not his beautiful choice
im so sick of people ruining this
and choosing this as theirs
when its ours
but is it my fault?
maybe
what if he never calls me again?
what if he never calls me again?
will I die?
or will I live my life forever a lie?
im so sick of other people calling me
im so tired of other people words
im tired of my own words
i just wana hear him
i want to be classic
and i dont want to be tragic
i see myself with sunglasses in mid afternoon khartoum going somewhere doing something
singing and feeling forever forever free
i want to say things
but i dont
but there i can
i want to do things
that i cant
but there i can
I want to break so many walls
that i can never be strong enough for
and when i try
i only break myself
and when i try
i feel bad and sad
and fearful that he may never call me again
because a part of me fears its wrong
what if he never calls me again?
did you not think of that hope?
what if he says this girl is....
wrong
not like the song i thought she was
or like the hope i thought she was
or like the goodness i knew she would be
im so sick of people talking aboout me
looking at me
thinking about me
except him
what if he never calls me agian?
will i close my heart
will i fall to pieces
will i be broken like beautiful glass
what if i never hear his voice
what if he decides i am not his beautiful choice
im so sick of people ruining this
and choosing this as theirs
when its ours
but is it my fault?
maybe
what if he never calls me again?
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