M & A 7--between u & I

I have an idea
Ill stop this madness in my head
and surround myself with the beauty that was always inside me instead
ill forget these worries and angers inside
and look for the happiness, the warmth and my pride
ill start loving God the way he's supposed to be loved
and remember that he is the only one that can fix anything I see wrong
Ill pray and pray and pray and pray
and never ever will I say
enough
Ill wake and wake and wake and wake
and never ever will i be fake
for I am real
and I am in love
and my whole body is his
and my whole body is on fire
and my whole body is alive
and so I strive
to be a better woman
but sometimes i cant
and sometimes i forget
that i am not alone anymore
i forget how important that is
i forget how beautiful that is
and im sorry
i am not trained yet
but i will be
i will be perfect for u
thats between u and i