She writes....
I wonder what you would think of me , If you only knew me
He writes
.................
She writes
i wonder what your dreams are and ............
( I left this poem for 2 days)
Now I find it and my whole persepective has changed
She writes
One time I heard that patience and trust, love and honesty are key
one time I saw a woman who never thought about it
Who never mistrusted herself
Who never imagines this or didnt imagine that
and...she won
She writes
I see exactly what I want
her smile
her happinness
her confidence
and strangely I feel embarrassed
that woman was here
that woman I once knew
but I didnt learn
I didnt take good
i only gave back bad
She writes
I Feel like a part of is always losing , giving up to others, never standing up for herself
I lost the war because i put down my weapon
weapon of joy, weapon of faith, weapon of patience
I lost because i had no shame in waht I was doing
and she writes
everything you do has a cost
either you get paid or you pay for what you do
I lost because all I do I was paying for
and not I have nothing more to pay
She writes
I am jealous only at the power I should have had and the zero i have now
only at the beauty I should have known and the ugliness i Feel now
only at the lessons I should have learned and the emptiness I know now
She writes
where is your soul?
where is your fear
where is your heart
what have you done?
you have no one to blame
Hope
She writes
you have no one to blame
blaming everything on ohers but never yourself
its time to blame yourself
She writes
crying
I am only sad at the time Ive wasted
and the ties i've tied rotten
and the words Ive said
meaningless
and the
thoughts ive thought
painless
from regret
but hear I am today
In pain.........
She writes
where are you first
where are you
she writes
you only need something else
you only need
you
she writes
find you
before you find me
help me before he helps you
save me before you ask to be saved
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