To my dear Lost L....a new page I open

I wonder what he's waiting for

Could it be me

forever, could it be me

If I asked you to tell the tale of a waiting man

could you figure what's in his heart

or could you try and imagine if he never wants to part

fantasy, could you make itreal

the way he makes me feel

could you make itcome alive

in a dance

in a memory

in a distant place

could I kiss his face

all over

can you tell me what he's waiting for

because it could just be money

or a car

or a place to live

or he likes being single

or he hasnt found the right one

but it could be that.....

he's waiting for something deeper

that he felt a long time ago

but he's not sure

of his feelings

or her feelings

it could be he's waiting for someone to come

or someone to stay

or something to happen

can you tell me what he's waiting for

I wish I could

I wish I could say that I knew what he's waiting for

Love?

Passion?

A sudanese woman with an edge of a twist never seen or heard before

an eccentric accent, but a natural tale

a beautiful lady but too big to be seen

a strong ego?

or fear of being an outsider

a different woman

a different spirit

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Dear L, When I think of you I think of a man who truly has everything a man could be. you are brave, successful, strong, family friendly, polite, never rude, precise, handsome, God so handsome, honest , smart, hard working, sweet, closed, impossible, maddening, passionate, wonderful, pure, in black, in detail, in simple words, never could be mine

For i have nothing to balance you

i have nothing to attract you

I am not like you

I am not near you

I cannot depend on destiny that much

I cannot depend on Love being blind

But I will pray

that when you leave me

I will not be sad

and i pray that I will not dissapoint you

no matter what happens

I dont want you to think Im a loser

or a fake

I couldnt take

your glistening eyes being dissapointed like that

So please, I will pray that you are never dissapointed

it's just that

I need our help

I need you equation it fits so well

God it fits so well

you really are my other half

you can fit all my missing spaces

youcan heal my broken heart

you can become my heart

you can speak for me

you can teach me

we can be

we can be

but only if you wanted me L

only if you wanted me

So can you tell me please

just tell me

tell me