Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Monthly Discoveries_ January

i've been living my life so superficially , so artificially and yet - If you look beyond the surface, If I Look beneath the hidden layers.........


I discover a vast , vast haul of dreams that have been forgotten and abused

my life accused to be this wasting passionate ocean of love and faith

a long list of desires awaits me

Every Month I plan to achieve a goal



This can be an achievement on its own right

or as part of something big



No matter how small, how hard, how easy, how different



This year

I want to do a lot of things

Start a lot of things

Resist a lot of things

Monthly Discoveries will help me keep funding my dreams


So this Month:


I want to re learn all the verses in the Quran that I've forgotten

I want to reverse the process of forgetting my faith

and remember all that I used to know



At the end of every month/ Start of every month, Inshallah

I will write another MD post to explain this new discovery of the warm enormous iceberg of transforming within me
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What it is...

I see Life like a rose in the ice... beautiful but with cold settings - There are so many incredible things out there - but we always need to fight and perservere against the hardships too... otherwise the cold will win ... and we will wither away.

My imagination has led me to believe in something called 'Sudan Fairytale' -
The fantasy that My country will one day be independant and proud, never selfsish to provide its people with its needs, give freedom and success to all, be forever committed to achieve a prosperous inhabitance to every Sudanese in their own country-

My eyes fail me and I see the truth which I call - 'Khartoum Heartbreak' - This is a theme running through the blog under the 'Khartoum Heartbreak' Poems and whatever else about Sudan conveying broken down love, poor streets and cut off electricity along with a lot of other decays and problems in Khartoum city Life.

But I love my country and so I have no choice but to merge the Pain and the Love as one.

Faith is my heart and I could never do without it hoping in my prayers that I can be someone better always and that God forgives me as I fall in Mistakes through that frozen path of Life...

Sometimes I feel under control with all the too many emotions that run to colour my days and nights - Books, movies, music, dreams, friends, family, strangers, travel, - reality - the 10 O' Clock news -Most of the time I'm very Lost in trying to understand - whatever happens becomes tangled into writing this confusing memoir -

It's a really odd combination of air - not sure whether it is refreshing or suffocating - stabilising or maddening - But I breathe and
so it is
'Memoirs of a Sudanese breath' as I am 'Lost but under control' -