Wednesday, April 28, 2010

re- form


Reform the necessary

into extra - ordinary

a life becomes a glory

if u look at things from different views and angulated patience
strength is not wicked but can be clicked into the timings of dissappearance

everything turmoil will be a memory

Substituting the dramatic efficacy of pain

no longer I strain

to think true and real and intentionalised with attitude, For I love God and I have not been dedicated

destruction to perfection lies underneath the undergrounds of sin

and sin erupts like volcanoes angry

blowing ashes -
across the world
and the stars

darken and the galaxies get smaller

of the ones I used to see

filled with the inflation of my dreams and fantasis


I am no longer in recession

I am no longer lost

I know exactly what I want

so reform to beautiful places

and new bodies wil come

learn the meanings and the words

and you have power to control

even your deepest horrors
transform the weak soul
to one.....

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What it is...

I see Life like a rose in the ice... beautiful but with cold settings - There are so many incredible things out there - but we always need to fight and perservere against the hardships too... otherwise the cold will win ... and we will wither away.

My imagination has led me to believe in something called 'Sudan Fairytale' -
The fantasy that My country will one day be independant and proud, never selfsish to provide its people with its needs, give freedom and success to all, be forever committed to achieve a prosperous inhabitance to every Sudanese in their own country-

My eyes fail me and I see the truth which I call - 'Khartoum Heartbreak' - This is a theme running through the blog under the 'Khartoum Heartbreak' Poems and whatever else about Sudan conveying broken down love, poor streets and cut off electricity along with a lot of other decays and problems in Khartoum city Life.

But I love my country and so I have no choice but to merge the Pain and the Love as one.

Faith is my heart and I could never do without it hoping in my prayers that I can be someone better always and that God forgives me as I fall in Mistakes through that frozen path of Life...

Sometimes I feel under control with all the too many emotions that run to colour my days and nights - Books, movies, music, dreams, friends, family, strangers, travel, - reality - the 10 O' Clock news -Most of the time I'm very Lost in trying to understand - whatever happens becomes tangled into writing this confusing memoir -

It's a really odd combination of air - not sure whether it is refreshing or suffocating - stabilising or maddening - But I breathe and
so it is
'Memoirs of a Sudanese breath' as I am 'Lost but under control' -