What if you didnt know how long you had to live and yet you keep checking
you just keep checking for you are unsure of life and you are unsure of your methods and you
are unaware of yourself and totoally and completely lost so you try find the loss in others
expand their mistakes and delve into their attidudes all the while NEVER asking the question
what mistakes do i have?
have you ever thought what if you have 27 minutes to live
and thats all you had time for to assess your time and your life
would you say you did well?
would you say it was a waste of time?
would you smile and say just forget it all im looking forward to whats next... cuz i know it will be paradise
or will you be too scared to breathe and maybe die earlier from fear that you know heat of hell is coming
or would you be unsure
maybe all this life with its ups and downs and flaws and pperfectsions will all lead to the middle of nowhere just stuck in the sky up there somewhere in the middle for even GOD
doesnt know where to put you
istagfurallaha
or maybe your life is not worth anything becuase you didnt belive it to be worth anything
or you were too busy grading others
what if you had no chance to choose but to live the next 6 hours in darkness
just no chance to choose
just no chance
and so you find you have no place but to stay in that dark hole
of life
cuz your life is in the control of others
like a punishment
life becomes a punishment
not a beautiful thing to do
what if you cant breathe
or what if you have the chance to breathe and yet you take the option of suffucating
let me just choke in other peoples imperfections
so i can never think of my own
what if you had no way of living
really like you had no way of memorising or being happy orbeing free
what if you were single facing this world when all you dream about is to be in love
what if you got your dream but you fly by or are blind or are senseless to its touch
for you are too busy looking at other peoples fallbacks
....you are too busy ignoring your breakdowns and your problems
you cant see the truth and you cant see how
UN elegant youve become
....................
you just keep checking for you are unsure of life and you are unsure of your methods and you
are unaware of yourself and totoally and completely lost so you try find the loss in others
expand their mistakes and delve into their attidudes all the while NEVER asking the question
what mistakes do i have?
have you ever thought what if you have 27 minutes to live
and thats all you had time for to assess your time and your life
would you say you did well?
would you say it was a waste of time?
would you smile and say just forget it all im looking forward to whats next... cuz i know it will be paradise
or will you be too scared to breathe and maybe die earlier from fear that you know heat of hell is coming
or would you be unsure
maybe all this life with its ups and downs and flaws and pperfectsions will all lead to the middle of nowhere just stuck in the sky up there somewhere in the middle for even GOD
doesnt know where to put you
istagfurallaha
or maybe your life is not worth anything becuase you didnt belive it to be worth anything
or you were too busy grading others
what if you had no chance to choose but to live the next 6 hours in darkness
just no chance to choose
just no chance
and so you find you have no place but to stay in that dark hole
of life
cuz your life is in the control of others
like a punishment
life becomes a punishment
not a beautiful thing to do
what if you cant breathe
or what if you have the chance to breathe and yet you take the option of suffucating
let me just choke in other peoples imperfections
so i can never think of my own
what if you had no way of living
really like you had no way of memorising or being happy orbeing free
what if you were single facing this world when all you dream about is to be in love
what if you got your dream but you fly by or are blind or are senseless to its touch
for you are too busy looking at other peoples fallbacks
....you are too busy ignoring your breakdowns and your problems
you cant see the truth and you cant see how
UN elegant youve become
....................
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