homeless

Broken
By visions of dirt around babies and people who have to buy life
like life was given at a price
God gave it for free
Broken
By visions of high speed trains that fly
fly by
country side boring but happy
fly by cities clean but busy
fly fly by
for forever I dont know
for today
yes
Broken how I wish I could drag it all here
how I could just make it all come here
for we deserve high speed trains
and we deserve to have peace
and freedom
and healthy people
and faith that means something
not just nothing
here faith doesnt mean anything


today someone said to me
I know how to get it back from you
what you owe me
5 pounds is what i owned him
I gave him 20 but he wanted 25
but he deserved 20
I tihnk im sure

but what do I deserve
ive been praying my wohle life
and ive been hope my whole time
I dont deserve to have that kind of debt

on me
everyone asked
did you not agree?
I dont know


all I know is
I have a huge debt on me
like the debt my country has to pay to its people

its a huge price to pay
unaffordable
just like my lifestyle
just like my entry and slot here in my home

I tihnk it closed a long time ago
right now


I am homeless