It's time to be white...again

From the night before , It's been snowing with desire and lustful winter wishes of a girls imagination intertwining with all the fantasies of a tired soul and cold of the heart - I imagine love under the whiteness, I also imagine hot stars - I imagine a lot of things but it seems that white comes with patience, white comes with time ,white comes with new hopes and hard work to make things right - forget the past - the past is already cast - but now changes come as more and more snow is made - and it not about to fade - now is the time to become - the shade of white

I want to become someone else yet stay the same , I want to love myself for who I am but also for the changes that i've done - I want to be white inside - I want to be happy inside - I want to be forgiving to myself I want to uptake dreams and let them be - I want to wait for love and let it be

Blankets of snow fall, I call all the pearls outside my window to forgive me, for they must hold beauty of angels frozen with the winter wonderland of the world -

I want to write before the snow melts and my heart rents

all the emotions of heat underneath the cold

right now numb to the core of happiness, my feelings of intentions are purity to remain white

white with innocence

white with decadence

white with elegance