lacking focus...

There is a woman inside me I just dont know

a woman screaming to be evil and wanting bad things always

there is a woman whose reflection is paramount for destruction

and i hide her poor revelation and insanity

all the time

its tiring

there is a woman within me who i just dont want no more

that tarnished day that always she makes me stray

from peace and innocenece 

and tranquility

making me enter a life where I

just

dont

know

myself

like a block on my page

or a hide on my wall

my inner reflection stops me

from seeing

from feeling

and from believing

and

its tiring

I ask myself

is this what you really want to look like?

forever

without focus?

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