it's nearly dawn
I stand still leaning on a balcony post watching light come
satin touches gently
the warmth of steam from freshly made tea
and I stand still
thinking of all things that have happened
what has brought me here
looking and feeling beautiful
the house is queit
but in a couple of hours the house will be breaking with sound
relatives things smells music
decoration
in a few hours the sun will come out completely and I will go to a new day
but it wont be like everyday
it will be a dream day
a day filled with dreams coming true
I think
is today the last day?
or the first day?
I think
if I close my eyes will I be brought back to now or somewhere else
I think
what are those birds chirping
I think
I love the cool african wind against my skin
its only a moment of a crisp awakening you get the coolness unbattled by heat
I think
today is not like everyday
I am beautiful today
wanted today
today is my day
everyone is thinking of me
and I am thinking of him
and I am thinking of how I got here
and i am thinking of the suns capacity to fill the world
do I have the ability to fill his world?
today everthing is different
it really is the first day of my life
my eyes
my eyes promise me a new vision
my heart promises me a new love
my soul promises me a new forgiveness
my body promises me to look beautiful
my strength promises to never falter
my eyes watch the sun getting higher and higher into the sky
my eyes
the ones I'm using now to see that sun
but in an other timeline
lifeline
helpline
my eyes
the ones that are watching today what I wish they could see tomorrow
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